I’m stuck in a loop hole. What’s that? Getting terribly stuck on the actual importance of social media.
I’m not the type of person to develop an addiction. Never have, and honestly, I don’t think I will. But still, there’s one thing that’s constantly on my mind. Something that is supposed to be a way to escape, share things with friends and people interested in you… This has become a constant pain to me. Who knows me probably knows what I’m talking about. You probably know what I’m talking about without even knowing me. Yup, this is about Instagram.
In case you didn’t get it, this is a rant. Isn’t there the saying that goes “The first step to fixing a problem is admitting you have one”? I’m going too far here, but you get the idea.
What do I think about as soon as Instagram pops into my head? Theme. picture of me, picture without me. Editing. Angles. Pretty. Aesthetic. Not enough. Oh, I’m so sick of being this weirdly obsessed girl, taking pictures of her coffee or flowers or food or anything, really. I’m sick of paying attention to every post, publishing and deleting picture by picture, cause it’s not pink enough, or it’s not as shaded as the others are, so it won’t fit, so even if I love this picture, I’ll stop loving it ‘cause it doesn’t go. *breathe*
This is the loop hole. Right here.
I’m writing about how sick I am of how I see Instagram, and when this blog post goes up, I’ll most probably take a picture, edit it and post it on there. The point is, I know I’m never going to be happy enough with it. It’ll never have the perfect aesthetic, the best, most HD pictures. I will never be organized enough to always match everything to everything and my life will never be together enough to not feel the need to change the theme after 3 weeks. No matter how many YouTube videos I watch and how many beauty bloggers / vloggers I follow.
On a positive note, just like after any other rant of things I love, I’ll go straight back to them and fry my brain some more, until everything is perfect.
So. My theme, now, is pinkish and faded. I’d love to go for a blue next. I dunno. You can follow me, bet with your friends on how much each theme is gonna last… @mayasorian, I’ll wait for you right there!